Ultimate is never ending happiness.

Half of 365 days with you.

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 15:33:02 GMT

Just reached home from my Anniversary celebration.

Happy Sixth monthsary my beloved ''smelly'' Boyfriend. (:

Update when i find the time to do so later.

Never Knew I needed.

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 11:35:41 GMT

I must admit you were not apart of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You’re the beginning and the end of every chapter.

You’re the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it’s so clear
I need you here, always..

Thanks zhou zhou BB for planting that kiss on my cheek today. Really meant alot to me.

Girl on moon.

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 18:57:32 GMT

It's down to the last week of my holidays. Having said that, i'll definitely enjoy myself TO THE MAXXX !

Past four days was spent over at baby's. I simply enjoy myself like totally with my dearest boy. Because he treats me just like a princess, giving in to my every needs and request without a single word of complaint. Yes, he is just that awesome ! ♥

Monday morning, bf came to picked me up from my place. Reached his place around 7am, changed into my pj and baby said to go sleep because he didn't even catch a wink the previous night. But i've no idea why i was so hyper early in the morning. Maybe the sun was out already and i couldn't get to sleep by then. So i keep disturbing my poor tired boy, trying all means to get his attention and didn't allow him to sleep. He finally gave up his sleep and told me he will watch me sleep instead. Actually i've to hand it up to my boyf. I guess he's the only one in this world that could stand all my nonsense and tolerate all my moodswings. No matter how i throw my tantrum at him, bite/scratch him, at the end of the day he will lose his cool and give in to me. That's what i love most about him and i believe we've really gone through alot even though we've only been together for 5 months plus. So anyway, i demanded a bed time story from baby and told him that i've to sleep first before he does. (Come to think of it, i was actually quite demanding). Haa, but quess what, my boy just said okay to me. Not even a thought of saying 'no' to me. :D

Woke up around afternoon and went down to plaza sing cause bf needs to go samsung service centre. Settled our dinner outside and went back to his place.

Tuesday was even BETTER ! Totally felt like a queen ! As usual, i can't get to sleep cause i got bitten by a mozzie in his room. I was whining non-stop to him. And there goes my bf soothing powers, he cooled me down and use his baby bolster to tap every part of my body so the mozzie won't get to suck me. Within minutes, i fell asleep after he ended his part 2 of his bed-time story and patting me to sleep. Woke up around afternoon and went down to ps again to collect baby's phone. Went to had our dinner and catch a movie ' 500 days to summer'. Initially thought it was a love flick but didn't really turned out to be. Den had supper at some prata shop outside his place. We actually shared so much about our past with each other. Couldn't believe myself either but i guess it's good in a way that he knows everything about my past and i know his.

Wednesday was totally splendid beyond words. Cut the long story short. We managed to get everything that we planned the night before done.

CDC- register for my driving license
Henderson road - collect our work stuff
Baby's place - put down the stuff that we collected
City plaza - get my eyelash extension done
Hougang - collect my rl bag
Back to baby's place for dinner. Thank goodness for his parents that bought our dinner. (:

We were so busy the whole day that dinner was actually our first meal of the day.
Watched tv all the way to one & back to his room to play my cafe game on fb. After that it was his turn to play, so i decided to curl my hair in the middle of the night.

Thursday came, and it was time to head hme cause my boy had something to attend to. ): At that moment, i wished that time could just stop. Good times just ends so fast. If only there were 36 or 100 hours in a day ? Wouldn't that be good ? Ok nvm, it will never happen. So had lunch with baby before cabbing home.

In love with my temp curls.

We had so many wonderful times together. Some of our days were filled with adventure. In those days you brought out a side in me I never thought existed. Thank you for showing me that I too could be daring.

Then there were days filled with so-so moments. Those days are the ones I've cherished the most. Because, I would think for hours about the happiness that I never thought could exist between me and another person. Thank you for showing my happiness.

We also had our hard days. There were fights and quarrels and they could have rattled the deepest depths of the ocean but at the end of it, we always recovered. Thank you for showing me how to forgive.

I♥YOU,BABYBOY!

Happy Fifth Monthsary.

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 19:46:56 GMT

Baby J,
thanks for adding colours to my life, making it so vibrant and lively.
You're just like a rainbow that shines so beautifully after a heavy downpour.
I ♥ you just the way you are.

It's amazing how we've been through all the ups and downs for the past 5 months.
Looking back, we seem to have come so far, overcoming all the obstacles that we had
and became even closer after every quarrel.
Hmm, I'm not so good with words but i'm just so thankful for you.

Only you could make everything seems so right for me.
Thanks for holding on to our love so stong and firmly. Never let me go. (:

Y'know,
Without you, I would simply be surviving, but with you I am living life to the fullest.
Despite all my mood swings & regardless of the irritations of our daily life we manage to make each other laugh.

Well,
i can't be your walking atm and i don't really have the capability to pamper you with presents all the time.

But one thing for sure,

Unconditional love is what I would offer you, and with you I know i'll receive the same. You are my heart of hearts, my soul mate, friend, lover and partner for life.

I will love you till my very last breath. Thank you for being there, loving me and knowing what my heart wants.

Happy Monthsary.

Love always,
Rhoda

All the right moves.

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 20:21:14 GMT

I'll be the king of hearts, you be the Queen of spades
& I'll fight for you like i was your soilder.

...

No matter how I try
i know that i'll never find
someone that i love like you.

Powerhouse with gf,cm and my babyboy tonight.
EXCITED TTM !

Tie me in a knot that i can't undo.

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 17:51:43 GMT

What do you want from me?
How can I give you more when you strangle my emotion?
Insecurity's shutting every door that is open
I can feel it when you hold me.

Numb.

Who am i without you ?

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 01:06:27 GMT

OH YEAHHHHHHHH !

Remember the pact that i've mentioned yesterday that i make with my bf.

HAHAHA.

Guess what ?!

...

I kept my word and reached his place on time.
No, correction. I was actually earlier than the expected time set to meet him.
So, now the boy gonna sponsor half of my RL tote bag that i've just ordered online earlier on.
He's really such a sweetie.
Cus he told me that he won't mind spending money just for me to meet him early.
Deep down in my heart,
I was really touched by his words.

It's yet another awesome day spent with him. Though i spent half the day piggying away at his place cause i was having such fucking bad cramps. ): And instead of back-hugging me to sleep, my bf decided to give ALL his attention to his mistress named DOTA ! >=( Ok fine, he did ask if i'm alright and after i told him i'm okay, he went to had fun with his mistress leaving me all alone to suffer in pain and misery.

Lol, okay. I was just exaggerating, towards the end.

Not long after, i was already into my deep sleep. Didn't catch a wink the entire night before. That explains why i was so tired plus having my monthly enemy, i swear my body couldn't take it any longer. Next thing i know, it was already 7plus, my boy was asking/shaking me to wake up.

Since my body was fully charged up after such a long super nap, we decided to head down to tampines to catch a flick. Bought tics for 'proposal'. The show has been out for quite awhile but didn't had time to catch it until today. Had a quick dinner at ljs with bf and his friends since they happen to be at there too. Went off first since our show was starting in a couple of minutes. Overall, i quite liked the storyline. It's definitely the kind of show i'd love to watch, those with happy endings.

After the show, bf wanted to get a drink so we went down to the hk cafe over at siglap. It was really nice and relaxing just sitting there, sipping down our iced milk tea and talking about almost anything. Nothing else beats spending time with my precious boy.

've been playing this christian song on repeat for the past hour. The lyrics are really meaningful and it's one of my most favourite christian song.

Who Am I-

MUST PLUS WILL

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 20:57:40 GMT

I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST
I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST
I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST
I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST
I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST

&&&

I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL

I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL

reach boyfriend's place by eleven AM in order to get something from him on my wishlist.
( Insert grins )

Thats the pact we made with each other earlier on. BUT if i overslept (which is highly gonna be impossible), i'd have to buy him something back in return. My boy just have to come up with this pattern only in order to make me meet him earlier. Cause usually i would plan to meet him in the morning but as usual i'll dilly dally until late afternoon then meet up.

YESTERDAY-

Over at ♥J place & he cooked lunch for me !
Shopping at haji lane with ♥J
Left for bugis and iluma.
Had dinner at just noodles.
Trained back to his place.
His mother says i ping ping piang piang ! (inside joke)
Rofl while pretending to be a hair-dresser and ♥J was my customer. ( I'm still laughing to myself like a idiot as i'm typing this )
♥J commented that i'm good in tying his hair for him. Likea shiok only. :D
Simple day spent with my beloved but lots of laughter and fun ! Me likeeeee.

I can't ask for more when i know i already have the best.
Stick close to me, i never ever want to lose you.
I ♥ JEREMY TAN YOU YANG.

HOLIDAY MAMA !

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 20:57:27 GMT

YAY ! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER AND ITS OFFICIALLY THE START OF MY ONE AND THE HALF MONTHS HOLIDAYS.

I'm super duper egg-cited becus i can start jotting down places that i wanna go and start making plans for it.

Earlier on, went down to baby's after my final paper. The feeling of walking out of the exam hall knowing that i don't have to touch the books for the next one month plus is just so awesome. Everyone was just counting down to the end of the paper. It's like phew~ one heavy load off my mind.

At baby's crib, i took a short rest before the both of us headed down to the malay pasar malam, just a few streets away for our dinner. We walked around and bought lots of food to go back to his place to eat. After dinner, we spent some quality time together on his cosy bed. I sat on his bed, listening to his heartfelt words after he read my previous entries on my blog. Initially, i had a difficult time trying to assure him that he's my only love but after awhile, things seem to get a little better and we exchanged hugs and kisses. I kept reminding myself never to let go of this relationship and i know i can do it. I've made up my mind to settle down with this man whom i really love so dearly. Is like, i am so used to have him around by my side. Also, i love how things are the way right now & i definitely want to know him much better as the day passes by and be really comfortable with him and his family. (:

Babyboy then drove me back home and he went off to meet his friends.

Ohya, a few days back, baby & i went to marina barrage. Like finally ! I've been wanting to go there since i-don't-know when and i'm so glad that baby brought me there. Sadly, we din take any photos. But ohwells, there's more opportunities to come now that it's both our holidays.

I wanna go sentosa with baby, eat seafood and star gazing at ecp, eat steamboat at bugis, go on a shopping spree with him and the list just keep adding on..

Life's just seem so beautiful for me at this moment and i know that it will just keep getting better with you around.

Baby,
All i ask is for us to remain as lovely dovey like now or perhaps even more sweeter. We each have our own past and it's no longer important anymore. What matters most now is our future. The days ahead of us and not behind. So let's not give a hook about the past and just start saving money for our future. I know you will take me by the hand someday and yes, i am secretly waiting for this day to come. My heart only has space for you and no others, this i promise. Please have complete trust in me that my eyes are only set for you and my heart beats for you only.

Mushy very much i know but i really mean every single word i said.

Haahah, ironic but i kinda miss studying. It's like i can't bear to chuck my books one side.
Omg, it's weird but i shall not care so much cus it just ENJOY TTM NOW !

I shall hit the sack now cus i'll be meeting babyboy first thing in the morning.

Insomnia

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 21:05:01 GMT

I give up sleeping after tossing and turning on bed for the past two hours. I think i'm having insomnia or my body clock has already gone haywire. I'm effing pissed cause i wanna get some sleep badly. Got work at like 10.30am later on. Asked the boy to give me morning call at 8.30 am, guess i can wake him up instead for his exam later in the noon.

Perhaps i should do something productive like ummm, studying ? Rather then rotting on bed.

Good luck baby for your exam later.
I love you & i hope you dream of me tonight.
xoxo.

You mean everything to me.

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 16:50:27 GMT

HAPPY FOURTH MONTHSARY !
♥

I want you to know that you have become someone very special in my life and I thank you for welcoming me into yours. Thank you for filling my life with love and making each day so wonderful.

I love you, Baby!

Gnna push back this month celebration cause the both of us are caught up with exams. ): But the boy and I are so looking forward to the holidays. He's gonna bring me to alot of places that i haven't been before
and spending late nights with him is definitely DUPE !

&&&

I guess i will have so much time in the world that i could spring up many many surprises for my beloved boyf.
:D

ONE PAPER DOWN ! TWO MORE TO GO !

Seriouslyyyyyyy can't wait for the exams to be over.

P.S Baby's coming over to my place ltr on. After his one game of dota. Boys boys... tsk !

JTYY !

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 09:34:16 GMT

Going out in awhile soon to meet my two brothers. =)
Needa bathe and get change.
BRB. tonight.

edited.

Supposingly to meet zhi kai and kenny at tanah merah. But i was late so they drove down to my place to pick me up instead. Went to simpang for dinner. The last time i saw the both of them was during the it show and its like three months back. Obviously, with them around i can start laughing until my cheeks cramp. They are like crappy only. So after dinner, went down to ehub cause they wanted to bowl. Man, they're like prozzzzzzz !! They even have their own bowling balls. Not long after, their friend came and joined them to bowl. Watched them play a couple of games then zhi kai drove us down to changi v for supper. Continued to slack, and talk till wanna pengzz again.
Zhi kai then send me home and dennis send kenny back.

Back home, conversation from zhi kai suddenly popped up. We were chatting halfway then suddenly he told me he can't get to sleep neither could i. So he suggested to pass me his thumbdrive that has the hangover show in it cause i asked from him earlier on. He then drove down to pass me and slack with him for awhile. Halfway i felt hungry, so we went down to simpang for supper. After that, he sent me home around 5 plus. Really enjoyed the day with all of them. (:

Right now it's 5.53am and baby just left my place not too long ago. I was really reluctant to let him leave. But no choice, he got to be back before 6 due to some reason. ): Waiting for him to drive home safely and give me a call. He said he wanted to tell me something about our future. Wonder what isit about. Haa. I miss him so much now even though i spend the last few hours with him. I'm glad that i was able to move on from my previous r/s and get into this brand new r/s with jeremy. I guess i truly understand what's the meaning of love now. Maybe i was still naive in all my past r/s causing myself to get hurt in the end. But at least for now, i know what i really want and i will treasure every single moment i have with my bf. Despite all the quarrels we had, we're still very close like first love kind or rather like how we first know each other. He's the first bf who sees me w/o my makeup on and even though i have my flaws, he still love me unconditionally. Spells bliss with a capital B. I would say he's really different compared to all my ex. I may not know how to put it into words but deep down in my heart i know that i've the best and nothing and no one else could replace him in my heart. =]

At boat quay.

Pics from third month, went shiokudo for dinner.

Alright, bf's calling already.

Byeeeee.

Too much to contain.

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 19:49:07 GMT

Just got home not too long ago and baby drove me home today. It's his first time driving a girl home and its also my first boyfriend that fetched me back. I really feel like the happiest girl on earth. Never felt this way for such a long time. (:

Anyway projects down, common tests down and i am only left with my semester exam. Really can't wait for it to be over and i can welcome holidays with open arms !!! There's so many things i wanna do with baby during the holidays. Shall make a list and get down to it soon but before that i must keep my word and study hard for my sem papers.

I'm likea happy girl cause everything have been going really smoothly for me & i just feel so loved by my boyf. Earlier on, met up with bf after my test in sch. Went down to amk to meet him and went for dinner. Headed to his place after that. Played monopoly cards together with him and his sis. Spells sweet like totally.

Lotsa pictures to post. Till then.

Good night ! <3

Baby J,
You are my everything. Thank you for loving me the way no one can. You understand me and you know just how to make things right. You will never know just how much I love you, but I will spend the rest of my days trying to show you. Fighting is never an option for us and making love is always as sweet as the first time. No matter what, there will never be another for me and I will always keep you safe by my side.
ilu.

The way i do.

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 09:47:48 GMT

Currently at baby's. Skipped last lesson cause my loverboy is sick. ): Rushed down to baby's place to take care of him. He's resting on the bed now pestering me to learn dota which is TOTALLY OUT OF THE QUESTION. Lol.
I HATE DOTA CAUSE I THINK IT'S A BOYFRIEND STEALER GAMEEEEE !!!

Anyway my classmates had presentation today and being the audience, everyone in the class have to wear formal today. Alright, i shall join my baby now.

Upload the pictures when i'm home.

Starstruck

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 18:01:47 GMT

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO SEETOH WENHAO ! (:

Hope you have enjoyed the celebration we held for you this afternoon.
One more year to legal, so don't anyhow yet. Lol.

the girls from M0904

Me with the bday boy.

My lovely classmates

Met loverboy in the morning to go school together. Called him to board the train i'm in den after awhile he suggested that we cabbed to school if not we'll be late. Alighted at kallang and off to take a cab. My bf just knows me the best !!! Like really inside out. He knows what i'm like and he can be really so adorable at times.
♥

After my first lesson, went down to bishan for lunch cause we've four hours break today. Had lunch at pizza hut with class mateys. The service at junction 8 pizza hut is damn fucked up. The staffs there are just one one kind and when we wanted to foot the bill, they asked us to go to the cashier to pay. Then what's the point of paying the service charge when we have to do it on our own. -.- Anyway, kailing stand up for that issue and told the staff off. Thumbs up to what she said, i like the way she shoot back to the damn faggot. She said " The money is on the table and i don't care if you are taking it. We are leaving." Best right my classmate ! (:

Celebrated seetoh's birthday at the outdoor area of junction 8. Bought him a elmo balloon and somehow it's cute seeing a guy holding a balloon. It's more like girls do that only. *hint hint. Sang bday song, cut cake and just hang around. Around 3 plus, all of us left. Most of them went back to school. As for me, being lazy as usual take the other route home. On my way home, realised i left my bangles in the comp lab so hurry called baby to helped me check if its still there. Lucky thing, my bangles are still there and baby went to take for me. Thanks sweetheart. I know i owe you one now.

Oh ya, guess what ! I actually scored a B for my Digital and media test. I mean to some, it may not be a big deal but to me, it's really a total shock for me. I couldn't believe when syaheera texted me, Rhoda you got B !!!
As she quoted, "Oh god, how did the impossible happened? " Cause i am like 3/4 of the time late and i only took like 3 hours to read through the notes for that test. But anyway i am proud with what i've achieved. It just boost my confidence and made me wanna work even harder for my end of sem papers. I know i can do it. (:

It's my 3rd month with baby so i just wanna say
HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY !
I ♥ YOU !

Looking forward to afternoon when it's just time alone with baby.

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Rolling up to the club on the weekend.
=)

SHAKE SHAKE SHAKER FRIES.

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 03:18:05 GMT

I knew there would come a time
When these two hearts would entwine
Just put your hand in mine
Forever
J & R

...

I’m ready to begin this journey
Well I’m with you with every step you take
And we’ve got a whole lifetime to share
And I’ll always be there
Darling this I swear.

Sweetheart came to find me at my place after his sch yesterday. Went down to 85 market for dinner and it was a satisfying meal for the both of us. Bused home and we slack for awhile before he sends me up to my crib.

You're the one person i wanna hold on to forever.
In my nineteen years of life,
I've made many wrong decisions and have let myself down for countless of times.
But this time round i know i'm 101% RIGHT.
I've found the right one and there's no reason on earth that will make me give up on you.

REGRETS AND HURT over past relationships.
But i told myself its fine.
I'll have to learn from there and get back on my feet.
It's them who gives me a chance to be a better person for my next
and from there gain more experience and never repeat the same old mistake again.
For that, i thank those who hurt me once or the uncountable times.
One more day to my anniversary with Baby.
Ilu.

P.s
SHAKER FRIES ARE BACK IN TOWN AGAIN.
my second love. (:

break if off boy.

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 18:52:45 GMT

Caught Ice age 3 with class mateys on thursday.
There were seven of us in total. But didn't managed to take pictures with them. ):
Good flick i would say, at least it helps me to de-stress a little.

Rest of the pics on fb.

Went off early to meet Gf at orchard station.
Walked around town just to find tt something for baby.
Far east > Heeren > Cine > Heeren again !
Lucky thing Heeren had it in the end. (:
Didn't make a wasted trip down. But the annoying thing is that they gave me the wrong one so i went back to had it changed. I actually went back to the same shop for 4 times !
Really had a good time catching up with gf. We've so much things to talk about from the moment we met.
Since there were nothing much for us to buy, gf suggested to do manicure.
So off we went to the nails parlour, we both did mani and pedi since there was a promotion going on.
And now we've found out so many secrets and it was so funny when we bitch about L ! Haaha. I felt so much better after telling her everything about the good-for-nothing person also.
Continued to gossip and had our never ending chats while waiting for nails to be blown dry.
After one long day of shopping, i suddenly received a phone call and it was from derek. He offered to give me a ride home since he was around town area too.
p.s Appreciate it so much for the thought of me. See you next wk. (:

How i wish,
i had you beside me the whole of today.
How i wish,
i had someone to lean on on the bus ride home earlier on.
How i wish,
you didn't have to leave me to meet them.
How i wish,
today was a no-quarrels date.
How i wish,
i didn't have to feel this way again.
How i wish,
I DON'T HAVE TO SAY HOW I WISH NOW !

Gd bye.

One big step forward.

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 17:13:33 GMT

Happened to chance upon this person's blog last night. Come to think of it, i was being very foolish to let it affect me in a way or another. Because i just feel like a complete fool doing whatever i did last night and pouring my heart all out to baby. Most importantly, this person doesn't even deserve for me to feel this way and have no significance to me anymore. So why bother giving a damn about it.

I guess the only reason why my heart was crushed last night is because i felt like i actually wasted 8 months of my life. I could have found someone even better, someone who don't always make me wait, who truly cares for me and not taking me for granted like almost half the time we're together. But at least now i know what's human's true self like in a relationship cause you've clearly shown it to me. The only word i could assosicate you with is SELFISH ! How dumb was I to actually put my whole heart and soul into my past r/s and was taken as a substitude in the end. I really don't understand how you could say all those sweet stuffs to me but meant something else or have someone else in mind. Friends around me always encourage me to leave you and tell me i always deserve someone much better than you. But I'll always stand on your side and put in good words for you. But one question, did you ever do the same for me ? Seriously, for fuck, being with me when you are unsure about your feelings for me. Yes, thank you very much for that. Speaking about lies, Trust ? It all started because of you. You make yourself a biggest liar on earth. On account we were (sad to mention) once together, i shall spare all those unloving words.

There's no point feeling so upset over this matter cause right from the start i made the biggest mistake in life to fall in love with you. Contradicting very much, but i still want to thank you for the following reasons.

You make me cherish what i have now even more.
You make me feel that i have made the right decision to leave you and found someone who loves me so much and willing to sacrifice anything for me. One who will go the extra mile just to make me smile.
You make me understand the feeling of taking someone for granted so that i will never do the same to anyone.
All in all,
I can be myself right now, not the rhoda that always have to put on a fake front and pretend that she's fine everytime you tell her that you got to be out there with your bunch of frens.

I DEFINITELY know i deserve better and my life right now is just so perfect & beautiful because of Jeremy.
Thanks dear for accompanying me throughout the night and being there for me everytime i need a listening ear.
Only you that i can be myself, getting crazy and high at anywhere, even in the middle of the shopping mall. I just feel so comfortable being with you cause you simply know me too well even though our togetherness is not too long. It's like one moment we can bicker over some issue and the next thing i know we are talking and laughing at anything just like nothing has happened at all. All these little conflicts and obstacles between us just draws us even closer each time. (: At least now i know my boyf is proud of me, he will hold my hand even when we're out with his friends, he will introduce me to his friends and planting a kiss on my forehead assuring me over and over again how much he really loves me. Indeed, i've made the wisest choice in my life. We missed a chance being together before, i'll not let the second chance passed by just like that.
Finally, a dream came true for me.

I don't expect much but i will hold on tight to our r/s and cherish each and every moment spend with you.

Past two days was spend over at baby's. It really feels so nice to just take afternoon nap with your beloved and just cuddle up to one another and sleep. If only, i could just lie in your arms, smell you, feel your sweet touch,hug you every single night when i go to bed. This day will come soon, i Hope, ( :
Woke up after three hours of our super nap and baby sent me home.
That pretty summarise up my day.

K, gotta rush out my two essays which is due tmr.
Byeeeee. :p

Virgin night.

Sun, 12 Jul 2009 17:13:50 GMT

I LOVE YOU MY PRETTY BOY. ^.^

Last day of holiday and i dedicated it to work actually. Today was crazily filled with customers. Was serving like non-stop and the waiting queue never seems to decrease, only increase. Total killer ! And yes, was 10mins late for work even though i took a cab down. Was being reminded not to be late for like umpteen times. Frustrating very much. Left work at 9 and met the boy outside my work place. Minor hiccups along the train ride but all's fine in the end. My boyf just have the ability to make me angry one moment and happy the next. That's what i love about him. (:

Rewind back to last friday.
Improtu date with D. Waited close to an hour for him to come down from sengkang to fetch me. Headed down to east coast to just chill out. After a while, D suggested to go zouk. I was contemplating for quite some time if i should go. I even asked D to tossed a coin. Fate decides head, means to go. Lol.
And there goes my virgin for clubbing. HAHAHAH. Stayed in phuture since D has frens there to bring us in. Totally enjoyed the night.
P.S. THANKS for protecting me from the crowd that night and also for sending me back home. (:

Boy's out right now. So i guess i shall tune into bed earlier since it's back to school tomorrow. *Shrugs.

Angel from above.

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 05:27:03 GMT

Manzzzz, have been neglecting this space for a month already. Seems like donkey years that i last did a proper post. Will update more often since my current phone have wifi now. (:

Life's been pretty A-W-E-S-O-M-E! Not much of a roller-coaster ride for me.In addition,i've been blessed with a wonderful bf, J. Really thank God for him. Spells sweet cause common tests has just ended this week.So basically i'm just enjoying the last few days of my holidays. Shall really make good use of the weekends to let my hair down and just relax. Cause i'm determined to set my mind on my sch assignments and focus on every lesson/lecture. BUT, yes but the first step will be BEING ON TIME FOR SCHOOL. Ahahah. ~~Bad habits~~ are just hard to change but for my own sake, i WILL! (:

J's coming down to fetch me after work . And tmr will be a one-to-one time alone with my boy.
Love to all,

BB.

I promise you.

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 19:46:48 GMT

In a few hours time, to be exact 4.5 hr i got to get ready for school. First lesson and there's test. How great ! I'm still contemplating whether i should sleep or just stay awake the whole night. Must be the four hours of afternoon nap i took earlier on causing me to be so awake now.

There's so much thoughts on my mind right now as i type this post.

Well, everything seems so perfect on the outside but who will ever understand the inner self of me ? Guess i will only have that answer for myself. I'm not sure whether what i'm doing now is right, i'm just so uncertain of the future. The future of ___ ?

Sometimes you ask me why I love you and I don't answer. I know you must believe that it is because I don't love you, or I can't think of a reason, but it's just that when you ask me I don't know where to start.
You are the reason I live, breathe, love and laugh. You mean everything to me.
THANKS for being so determined to keep our love alive.
I'd try my best as well. (:

Top of the world

Sun, 24 May 2009 17:31:25 GMT

It's a sunday and that means there's no surcharge for cab and i will be tempted to just cab to work and so i did.
Was very busy at work today since it's a weekend, sales for mobile kept coming in and there was no time for me to rest or even walk away for my nicotine break. And i was so busy to the extent that i only have time to eat my lunch at six. Perhaps to some, it's considered dinner time already.

No doubt today was so jam packed with customers and the non-stop walk-in customers, my mood was still very good. Cause towards the end of the day, i served these two ladies. Nearly took me 1 hour plus to complete their sales cause they wanted to have a feel of all the htc phones and asked me many many questions. End of it, they praised me and wrote a feedback form commenting on my good service. At times, it's just these small little actions and appreciation that keep me going in my job.

Alrighty, good week ahead everyone. (:

Note to self : Special day with xoxo tomorrow. Totally looking forward to it.

I'll be loving you long time.

Sat, 23 May 2009 19:08:05 GMT

I've tons of assignments on hand to complete but my lazy bones just refuse to move and do it. Projects plus assignments plus presentation are just stacking up as the days goes by.

I SERIOUSLY NEED A LONG BREAK ! &&&&
I WANNA GO ON A HOLIDAY. ):

P.S. Ten years down the road, will you still remember me ?

Everything will change

Fri, 08 May 2009 19:25:05 GMT

Half the time the world is ending,
Truth is I am done pretending.

Unknowingly, tears just started flowing as i sipped down the mushroom soup you prepared for me. I don't know what's the main reason behind it but i won't hesitate to put a thought to it. As days passed, i know it isn't easy to forgo this 8 months relationship with you. But no matter how tough it may seems, i will just try to let go.

P.S. Please don't treat me so well.
Because i don't know how to react to it anymore. ):

I'm deeply sorry for everything that had happen.
Take care, my once upon lover.

Brand new chapter.

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 17:58:17 GMT

Okk, Lets see..

Attended three days of school so far. Well, i would say So far So Good. Except, yesss except for the waking up part early in the morning 6 o'clock. Peter and his gf went for a walk, suddenly his underwear drop, his gf eyes go pop pop pop. Hahaha, i still remember learning that in primary school. So back to where i was saying, I really dread the feeling of pulling myself out of bed. Especially when i've lessons at 8am, then i got to get up at 5 plus 6, depending on what form of transport i'm taking to school. ): Sulks big time !

Apart from that little down side, school's been fun and enriching for me. Though there are still certain things i still have to get used to. Like the way the lessons is taught, all the chimology binary and java programming etc, the people in school, and the distances i've to walk for my next class/lecture.

Spells joy for school on thurs cause i end as early as 12 noon. And that means i can go out with Wabbit and infact we've already planned to watch friday the 13th later on. (:

AND THE BEST PART IS : HE JUST FELL ASLEEP ON THE PHONE WITH ME.
SI WABBITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !

But i shall just forgive him since he initiated to lug my heavy bag for me around novena(square 2) while i was happily shopping away.
I still love you, my cute little wabbit.
Goodnight.